K~ the most amazing person i know! Continued...

Skipping later a little while.... anyway i was at lunch sitting next to her (like i do everyday) and her friend kord (that likes her, and she used to like him) came over and poked her in the belly. WOAH.. for me that's just something you don't do. i don't touch girls like at all i just keep my space and unless im tapping them on the shoulder i don't really touch them. This really bothered me so i thought i would do something about it. BOY THAT WAS KIND OF A STUPID IDEA. anyway i later texted him and asked him to please back off because i loved her a lot and well i didn't really want someone touching her like that. It's like if you were married and one of her old friends walked up and totally made out with your spouce. Ya maybe a little exaggerating but that's exactly how i felt. So i asked him to back off because me and her were kind of going out. not technically no but in some sense we kind of were. Well he texted me and was like thats fine i don't date dogs? i thought he was being really dumb and i didn't want to tell K~ because i knew she would feel bad but i thought she should know. So i told her the whole story and well earlier she had told me that she didn't want me to tell him that we were going out. So i felt really bad and so did she but we talked it over that night! she said it was ok she said she didn't mind but i didn't really believe it. i let her borrow my jacket because i noticed she was cold. sure maybe i was a little bit cold but i would be much happier if she was warm i didn't really care about me. Spectacular night i was happy to get to walk around with her!

K~ the most amazing person i know!

So anyway it all started last school year the end of my freshman year 08. It was yearbook signing day and i was going around signing everyone's year book it was really boring. Anyway there was this girl in english that i though was really cute and you know it could be fun to go on dates (even though i didn't really know her). I ran into her in the hall while signing someones yearbook. I know if i really wanted to get to know her i would have to start by signing her yearbook. So i went up to her and asked her if she would sign my yearbook, (naturally if you ask them and they say yes they will let you sign theirs). Anyway so we exchanged yearbooks and i started signing hers. i said something like hey you are way cute we should date sometime, and i gave her my email because at this time i didn't have a phone. I never really though anything would happen, BOY WAS I WRONG! So one day during the summer i was playing some halo while sitting on my brothers laptop. and Brrrrinnnnggg. I got a message on msn. i looked down and i didn't know the email though it said something like guess who this is. i had no idea who it would be so i just asked who it was. personally at the time i really didn't care. And then i found out that it was the the really cute girl from english class! oh joy i still didn't care so much though i was kind of happy. when she started writing me more i thought she might like me! About half way through first term she started coming to the highschool football games. and when she saw me she would smile really big and look away! Oh by the way she has the most amazing and gorgeous smile that i have ever seen. Anyway she said i did REALLY GOOD and started saying that she had a secret but that i probably already knew what it was. i kind of knew but personally i wanted to here her say it! :) So anyway it went on like this for quite a while. she still wouldn't tell me what she was talking about, but then one day she texted me thomas i like you! oh that felt so great though i had thought it for quite a while. well after about a week i decided i really liked her too! and so i told her. we started talking more and more. and then after a little i felt so great around her and i knew that there was no mistake i was in love with her. it wasn't really deep love but all the same i knew that i did:)! So i told her at least ten times and she never said anything back. She said she really liked me and she wanted to hang out so she set a party with friends so i could be with her. It was a really interesting night and i kind of felt like something bad was happening. BOY I WAS WRONG THERE TOO! anyway she went outside a couple of times just her and her friend B~ and they talked about who knows what but they wouldn't let anyone listen. So that night i went home kind of sad. About two days later she brought up how i said i loved her. And she said that well she thought about it and she loved me too!!!! i was so happy. We talked a little bit more that day and i was so glad that she said that! TO BE CONTINUED....